August 2010
7 posts
(98) Oh my (partie deux)
To add on to this morning’s post, the skirt turned into dress pants when I discovered the shirt I wanted to wear didn’t go with the skirt as well as I’d hoped. The stockings stayed on, though. I was too lazy to take them off and I was still planning to wear heels so I figured there was no reason to take them off. Church was… different. The service was mostly in English but,...
(97) Just a little while longer.
In about an hour and a half, my older brother and I will be heading off to church. My mom would be so proud; not only am I going to church, but I’m also wearing stockings. After much deliberation, I decided to wear a skirt (pants would have covered the tattoo I eventually decided I didn’t feel like hiding) and considering my destination, I thought stockings would feel more appropriate...
(96) Tonight's Topic: Religion
I’m going to church on Sunday with my older brother Mike. We were supposed to go last Sunday, but things came up and he cancelled on me.
Religion is usually a rather superficial topic for me in the sense that, when brought up in conversation, I don’t usually go in depth as to my beliefs. I do this for a number of reasons; insecurity, fear, lack of interest, consideration for my...
(95)
I haven’t been able to listen to anything other than The Academy Is… for weeks (except for when in transit because, when I’m not driving, I don’t pick the music unless asked to and, when I do drive, I haven’t been able to listen to anything but the radio because I went too long without my favorite stations down at school).
I haven’t been able to get several...
(94) I just want to go to sleep and ignore the...
While thinking about a conversation I had with some of my friends yesterday, I realized something. Over the years I somehow managed to accumulate an abundance of extroverted friends and aquaintances. Sometimes this is an okay thing since it has helped me to experience things I may not have otherwise. Usually though it kind of sucks. For instance, they take it way to personally when I hide myself...
(93) I failed.
Today I reluctantly climbed out of bed at exactly 12:15 PM.
Considering I just spent most of my day with friends, I can guarantee I won’t be asleep until sometime after 2 AM, and I have a family function to attend tomorrow, I am quite sure that I won’t succeed tomorrow either.
I know it doesn’t seem to really make sense that having plans tomorrow would be detrimental to the...
(92) Maybe tomorrow?
For weeks or maybe even months I’ve been aching to wake up to dark skies, get in my car and, after a brief stop at Starbucks for my first caramel macchiato in about four months (give or take), to sit in some mostly abandoned parking lot and sip my coffee as I watch the world catch fire around me.
The problem is that my mentality changes completely once I fall asleep. Before my mind shuts...
