October 2010
23 posts
(129) Today's To-Do List
Chores
Figure out what I’m bringing with me on my trip next weekend and what I need to get.
Clean my room (Dust, Vacuum, Change Sheets, Organize Books, Organize Craft Supplies)
Laundry
Take Mat to Driver’s Ed
Pick Mat up from Driver’s Ed
Homework
English- Cultural Studies Theory Paper (One Page)
Philosophy- Midterm (Five Pages) & Term Paper (Approximately Five Pages)
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(126) 10 Random Things About Me
1. Someday I want to learn how to fly a plane.
2. I sit in my car between classes rather than go to the library or one of the lounges because it gives me a chance to be alone for a while.
3. I feel completely incapable of revealing certain bits and pieces of my true self to my family.
4. I can’t listen or watch anything that has to do with space exploration for very long without having a...
(124) Todays likes.
I have specific goals! My biggest goals revolve around my writing. I’m really getting into my novel and I’m also considering putting together a book of short stories. My goals here include finishing these things, getting them published (short stories then novel), getting famous, getting someone to make the novel into a movie, and then getting more famous.
In order to accomplish these...
(122) Very Bored...
What is your middle name? Frances.
Favorite curse word? I say fuck a lot, so probably that one.
What are the last 4 digits in your cell phone number? 9247
What was the last thing you ate? A mini hershey bar.
Last person you hugged? My mom.
How many cards do you have in your wallet/purse? Enough.
First thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hair, eyes, height.
Favorite type of food?...
(120) Oh my...
I seem to be creating an army…
The green one is the one I’ve been working on today. The smaller ones typically take me about 3 1/2 hours to make. The green one took pretty much all day, but, in its defense, I took a lot of breaks. I’m going to make a bigger one using the brown and blue mix (because I have a lot of it and I need to preserve the other colors for smaller...
(119) Thank You, Skype.
I have no reason to use you for calls anymore, but at least I can still use you for pictures.
This is me in my freshly showered and pj clad glory. I kind of want to get my hair cut short again, but I know I’ll miss the feeling of cool, damp hair against bare skin, so I don’t know if or when it will happen.
And now that I’ve taken an adequately long break, I’m going to...
(118) Like Like Like
Today I like (ok… more like love) Coffee Day. I can’t seem to get over how happy I am to be a regular somewhere. I also can’t understand how I lasted a year with any Starbucks but mine.
Today I also like editing. My best friend Jon is currently working on the script for a graphic novel he is creating. He sent me part of it today to read through and edit it. I really like his...
(117) Today's thing I like (I think I may make...
Today’s thing I like is the sudden realization that I have officially started writing my first novel.
My Economics professor has begun using powerpoint slides to supplement his lectures. This is bad because I don’t learn well when I’m just staring at a series of graphs and listening to him blather on for the entire class period. It was hard enough to pay attention before when he...
(116) I'm tired of posting things I don't like.
Here are some things I do like.
I <3 The Office. I just started watching season six and so far I am very happy that I waited to watch most of it until I could get it on DVD. Mini marathons are wonderful ways to relax after a day of classes and work. Also, The above scene is among my all time favorites from the series.
These little guys are from the movie My Neighbor Totoro. They have...
(115)
I don’t know where the largest portion of my dissatisfaction lies, but I’m pretty sure it’s with myself for hanging onto something that was never really anything to begin with.
I don’t entirely remember what prompted the question, but a teacher once asked, ” so who do you think it means more to, you or him?” I answered “me” without even having to...
(114)
My first time wearing a dress this semester. You can’t really tell in the picture, but it’s a really pretty olive green color. I bought it yesterday on a whim and it ended up looking really good on me (in my opinion at least) so I decided to wear it today.
That and I feel like everything is crumbling around me so why shouldn’t I at least be able to control how I look? Even if...
(113) It's done.
I explained I’m not able to handle a relationship right now. He understood.
I’m going to go crawl into bed and pretend I don’t exist for a few hours.
Night loves.
<3
(112)
Why is it that in moments like these when I really just went to be in someone’s arms, there is only one person who comes to mind? More importantly, why does that person have to be so far away?
I have a birthday party to attend tomorrow. Aside from that, I’m going to do my best to avoid my family for the entire day. Most of that time will be spent shopping around for stuff that I want...
(111) I'm not proud of this.
I was so ready to break the news to him yesterday. I was going to be gentle but firm in breaking it to him that “I’ve been thinking about this a lot this past week, and I just don’t think I can handle a serious relationship right now.”
Then he showed up at my house with six very nice, expensive looking red roses. I nearly started crying out of sheer frustration.
We went...
(110) I'M TWENTY!
AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK I’M DOING!!!!
I hate sticky situations. I hate it even more when they suddenly get stickier within the first hour of my birthday.
Fuck you too, life. Fuck. You. Too.
Night, loves.
<3
(109) Please...
please just let Thursday be a good day.
I have a date on Friday with the boy. I’d like to say “depending on how it goes…” but my decision is already as set as it always is. He’s a great guy; cute, sweet, romantic, etc. He’s just not the guy for me. He interrupts me when I talk and and he makes comments during movies the first time he sees them. He also has...
(108) Tomorrow.
Tomorrow I will wake up early and I will step into the shower and simply soak for a few lushious moments before going about my normal routine. I will agonize over what to wear and change and change and change before finally deciding the first outfit was the best. I will trim my bangs and nails and then leave them both in natural states aside from a thin coating of de-frizzing gel and a clear...
(107) Once.
Just once I’d like to maintain a contented state of mind for more than a day or two. I’m tired of being happy and excited one day and then completely anxious and terrified a day later.
I’m tired of changing my mind about where I want my life to end up in terms of career and relationships and whatever.
I’m tired of feeling like I can’t be myself around anyone.
...
(106) My life as of that moment isn't even...
The day after I posted (105) I met a boy in the parking lot of Michael’s who asked me for my number and who I’ve been talking to quite a bit since then through text messages and AIM conversations and a phone call.
I feel like I’m getting way too ahead of myself, but maybe that’s okay this time. I mean, I decided to go to Michael’s the night before for crochet...
(105) My life as of this moment.
If my calculations and assumptions about which requirements of one major overlap with the other are correct, I should be able to finish school in six 15 credit hour semesters with two 9 credit hour summer sessions. At the start of this semster, I had hopes of finishing quicker by taking on 18 credit hours per semster rather than 15. This semster was supposed to be like the trial run to see if I...
